Deeper (feat. Paris DeShawn)
from Darling (EP) by Venator
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lyrics
She love the passion but hate that madness it come with
Been asking to let me go, but it's hard 'cause I keep her coming
If it goes down between us it's 'cause I was up to something
What's dark will come to the light, but it's dim and hard to put trust in
I should do better, that's issues I gotta work thru,
I hurt you 'cause I'm selfish, through silence just know I heard you
I say I know a lot but it's still so much I can learn too
If I'm to love you correctly it's needed for me to to learn you
But who am I to turn to, no models to learn what love is
The weight of my decisions gave new meanings to my crushes
Best communication when we making love or we puffing
If this is a forgone conclusion, I'm hesitating on jumping
We fucking 'til the sunrise, arguing under moonlight
Kiss of death to our egos, an Angel born gave us new life
It's hard for me to sleep with these tears in my eyes like blue lights
Heavy is the dark, but with Son above us it's too light
Falling deeper in this pit of love
We hit the bottom it might finish us
These walls we built they just may limit us
Sometimes I wonder if we did enough
Falling deeper in this pit of love
We hit the bottom it might finish us
These walls we built they just may limit us
Sometimes I wonder if we did enough
This booth is my confessional
Reckless the shit I'd get into
Recollections of better moods
Wish I had been a better dude
Did what I said I'd never do
Pain or peace, you had let me choose
Wrong decisions that lead me too
Planting seeds that had never grew
Trauma broke me, I never knew
How to fix me, whenever you
Scream my name it's incredible
Now my eyes looking dead to you
Love or hate me, you've said it to
Look ahead till it's severed too
Deepest waters I delve into
Die inside of the wettest tomb
I done felt the boom from a love bomb
Cold heart, passion doesn't burn if the love's gone
Pen and pad, write about love but this ain't a love song
Couldn't get it right, was left with nothing, I loved wrong
Love's strong, but I know you needed more from me
You tried to stick it out but my actions felt more like torturing
Said you'd see see the change but the same mistakes kept distorting me
You trusted me to lead but I often misused authority
But surely we can fix it, get closer despite the distance
To toxic for us now, but with time this shit might be different
Done listening to demons, the words I speak for the living
You'll never know the half of my problems to see the vision wave
Falling deeper in this pit of love
We hit the bottom it might finish us
These walls we built they just may limit us
Sometimes I wonder if we did enough
Been asking to let me go, but it's hard 'cause I keep her coming
If it goes down between us it's 'cause I was up to something
What's dark will come to the light, but it's dim and hard to put trust in
I should do better, that's issues I gotta work thru,
I hurt you 'cause I'm selfish, through silence just know I heard you
I say I know a lot but it's still so much I can learn too
If I'm to love you correctly it's needed for me to to learn you
But who am I to turn to, no models to learn what love is
The weight of my decisions gave new meanings to my crushes
Best communication when we making love or we puffing
If this is a forgone conclusion, I'm hesitating on jumping
We fucking 'til the sunrise, arguing under moonlight
Kiss of death to our egos, an Angel born gave us new life
It's hard for me to sleep with these tears in my eyes like blue lights
Heavy is the dark, but with Son above us it's too light
Falling deeper in this pit of love
We hit the bottom it might finish us
These walls we built they just may limit us
Sometimes I wonder if we did enough
Falling deeper in this pit of love
We hit the bottom it might finish us
These walls we built they just may limit us
Sometimes I wonder if we did enough
This booth is my confessional
Reckless the shit I'd get into
Recollections of better moods
Wish I had been a better dude
Did what I said I'd never do
Pain or peace, you had let me choose
Wrong decisions that lead me too
Planting seeds that had never grew
Trauma broke me, I never knew
How to fix me, whenever you
Scream my name it's incredible
Now my eyes looking dead to you
Love or hate me, you've said it to
Look ahead till it's severed too
Deepest waters I delve into
Die inside of the wettest tomb
I done felt the boom from a love bomb
Cold heart, passion doesn't burn if the love's gone
Pen and pad, write about love but this ain't a love song
Couldn't get it right, was left with nothing, I loved wrong
Love's strong, but I know you needed more from me
You tried to stick it out but my actions felt more like torturing
Said you'd see see the change but the same mistakes kept distorting me
You trusted me to lead but I often misused authority
But surely we can fix it, get closer despite the distance
To toxic for us now, but with time this shit might be different
Done listening to demons, the words I speak for the living
You'll never know the half of my problems to see the vision wave
Falling deeper in this pit of love
We hit the bottom it might finish us
These walls we built they just may limit us
Sometimes I wonder if we did enough
credits
from Darling (EP),
released April 29, 2022
Written and produced by Mack Stardust.
Vocals written and performed by Paris DeShawn.
Written and produced by Mack Stardust.
Vocals written and performed by Paris DeShawn.
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